unspoken LOVE

4 months ago, i had one of the best day of my life. it was the day when i accepted a very beautiful gift a girl could ever have. it was the day when i uttered the word Yes to a question that iv been waiting for 2years.. yes 2 years, after 2 years, at last he's mine...

he's comeback was in good timing, he came back to my life when i needed him most and at the moment that i never expected... he saved me.. i felt God made his way to me through him.. 

these past few days though has become really challenging for the both of us... it's normal i think... i mean, we couldn't expect always to have a perfect relationship, right? sometimes we need to burn things up for it to taste better... see the analogy there?! (hehe...)

in spite it all, i know we could still get through anything.. i know... why? because we fit each other so well... he posses the missing piece in my puzzle, and i posses the missing piece in his puzzle.if i have to explain this all, it would take me centuries to finish. 

it will be 4 months for us this coming may 30 and we still got loooong way to go. many things are yet to happen.. i just hope we both can handle it all... (i know we can! ☺) i can't explain how much i love him, because i just simply do... it's like there's a feeling of fear with the thought of loosing him... i don't think i could find other man like him... and i thanked God he's mine..

♥i feel the love in the air when i think of him♥

with the hands of GOD

"IM TIRED" ... 

emotionally, mentally , physically TIRED!!!

the good thing though is that i can never be spiritually TIRED....

misplaced

summer!!... what's the best thing about summer?!.. swimmiing, "suroy-suroy", hanging out with mah chikas, fooooods, reeeeest, countless night where you can sleep well without worrying about assignments, projects and exams and etc!!..well, theeeeze can only be applicable to those who are not going through what im going through right now!!!!..
as a part of my major requirements, i have to go through this summer PRACTICUM for me to finish this "oh so good" studies of mine... while others enjoy waht they can enjoy during this oh so lovely summertaaaaaym!!!..!!! fun huh?! .... >.<

(still not done)
to be continued....

my third first... LOL...

here i go again starting things all over again.. i believe that i have created a blog before but unfortunately i have not updated it much.. and i guess it was deactivated.. anyways... this is not the way i should start my blog... again... not to mention. my third time of starting a blog...

again, i would like to welcome myself to this other world of my life... it is in here where i speak my unspoken words, show my kept feelings, and express my tangled thoughts. i don't intend to please anyone through my blog. i wouldn't care if people will read this or not. i just want to do something for my self this time, i believe that i have kept so much in me that kinda making me burst, maybe anytime by now... everyday of my life, many things seems to be going on... sometimes things aren't making me feel good, but some things do... im doing this blog simply because i want to have a personal venue where i can unload these heavy baggages that makes life totally craaaaazy!... all my happiness, excitements, sadness, pain, and everything under the sun... i just want to allow things to flow  the way it should be...